today was one of the most depressing days iv gone through..i slept like at 2 r 3 this morning and the at the same time the night before so i had bad reflexes n junk..then i ddnt finish my homework last night..i looked pissed wen i got to school..i was frikin lonely last night thinking of someone and i thought of her mostly thruout the day... i lost my lunch, which didnt make my day go any better, but i found it again l8r..i slept most of the day in school so the teacher made me run around the school within 30 seconds or she said id have to do it again til i made it in 30 sec.s ...i had too many tests today..my self-esteem is plummeting out of my control for some reason.....thank you to those who wanted to se me happy..thank you to those who helpd my day go by easy...thank you to those who blurt out shit and slip and who love me more than they think they love themselves...another thing das depressing is that im not sure anymore what it is that made me feel so depressed..hey this blog thing is a good stress reliever....wutevah