Sunday, September 11, 2005

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do this> http://lyleanderson.friendtest.com/ ...i scored a 90 on my own quiz...sad..itz 9/11 2day..evryone knows what hapend ryt...oya its jamie's bday today..my aunt was in the 1st tower on 9/11..she got out..uhm....gr8..i dont hav anything to write now..ryt now...nothing interesting in my life..nothing interesting in my world...just me and my sad self..and the few who love me...i wana build up my own real world..real as in its not just in my mind anymore...i told someone and she said she'd want to be a part of that world..im not telln who tho..*nyanya*....why is it that we say things that we wana do and most of the time we end up not doing it..maybe its just me but lyk in school or when i do my homework, i tell myself im gona finish my work but i end up not doing it and doing something else...other kids can do ther work....but then they're lyk freakazoids...no offence honey..u know i love you...oya my honey was in a miniskirt at church today...frucking weird..ill have to get used to that....my pastor talks lyk doctor evil and the head pastor of gcf talks lyk austin powers...maybe one of the pastors sounds lyk goldmember...or one of their wives sound like Lattah Fagina...hahathis guy came and spoke at are church..hes lyk fromIindia or somethin..jose said he sounds lyk sean conery..i dno how to spell it..when you watch the speaker it's lyk watchin a movie for some reason...pastor narry lookd lyk a lil girl standing nx to the speaker..dnt tell him i sed dat...he had his hair in a ponytail ane the speaker was lyk 6foot 20 r sumn and p.narry is shot so..yah knw...anyway.....hmmm..i was spozd to get a basketball uniform even if i wasnt gona play..my number was gna b 1&1/2 but i made it 00 cuz 1&1/2 lukd dumb but then maam said i cant get 1..i wonder y....im paying for it........maam is mad at me...cuz im an irresponsible fool..im a worthless shit to her with no hope of doing any better in school or out of school...she assumes her beliefs based on the lies and assumtions of others..whether they be above me in authority, or on my level because she thinks she cant trust me because she believes that shes smart and im not.shes right and im wrong..shes big and im little(not physically).shez her and im not....why the fuck am i writing this..its like a waste of time that couldve been spent doing a productive activity like a pace or drawing a cow...wusup wit me and cows...and orange...diba mikel?>:D why does love have to be so complic8d..this is so off the topic but it jus popped in2 my head..hehe..someone just dropd their drink on their laptop behind me...poor laptop....i gota find shit to wear to cebu..im still the same pen.always cutting corners to fit my own way of life..oro said that cutting corners only makes more corners and i was all lyk"woahh..yeah...dude"..wutevr..he also said that the purpose of war was not to die for your country..but to make the enemy die for his..then i was all lyk"woahh and..."...u know...shit..i need to find sumn better to do than to tell people of the fucking stupid things that i just blurt out when im too bummed out to do shit...aloha

1 Comments:

Blogger geri said...

aww... i don't think you're an irresponsible fool... nor a worthless piece of shit... if you did say that haha don't worry ayt? im here... mwah!:)

*hugz*

6:57 PM  

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