dammit

i forgot what i came here to write about...uh les see....track practice was hell.as always....oya now i remeber...fuck u ate..u know who u are...no1 lyks being dumped as a friend.especially a best friend..and this isnt JP's fault..wel maybe some of it is..but its mainly yours because u allowd your self to change in this way..people talk about u..your friends from before..since a long time ago they noticed you've been changing..they thought it was cuz of him..i ddnt really think dat was d reason..sumn else..sumn deeper...sumn in your heart.....you said wer lyk this cuz people change....yah we did change but that duznt fuckin imply that we jus throw away what we have that we, or rather i held on so dearly too...you dont just throw away a perfectly good relationship jus lyk that...what the hell went wrong ate...you're realy a bitch now.....and its so sad cuz i see you and feel so far away from you now..i know itz the same thing with you.....and i remember all those pointless times we spent togethr...u wer eally my best friend...shit thas so gay..but its the truth..i ddnt wana giv u up for any1..not even luiza..and yes....me and her did hav a thing togethr but that was after all those thimes you wer annoyng me and asking me about it..see..i wasnt lying wen i sed NOTHING was goin on...u still dont belive me....oya and now im replaced by mikel and a swarm of others and its so hard to be h8n the cuz alot of them are my friends..esspecially mikel......anyways i love you sis..i love you to death..i jus wish things cud go bak to the way they wer.....das all...i ges