i jus realized dat i ddnt have to put a title..saves me alot of time thinking of one.......my life is a complica8d love story..its lyk the romantic book thas so fucked up that u wonder why your picked it up in the 1st place..someone loves me..seems lyk she loves me alot..shez sad cuz i aint givn back as much to her as she gives to me....i do love her tho..she says its just friendly love tho...maybe it is....i got alot of shit goin on in my head..i went thu this once befor and i ddnt relly know how do go about it..i still dont know how...maybe im scared of something..lyk the thought of hurting her if we got together..das y i dont wana do go ahead and do anythin...or maybe im jus being selfish...yah thas plrobly it....i think to much of how im gona feel...im spozd to think of wat she wants ryt?..thas how its spozd to work ryt?....idno anymore..sum1 help me...i still dont want a steady rel8nship yet..with anyone....sumn inside me tells me not yet...idno wen but jus not now..i dont evn know y but jus not now...u can love someone alot but not hav a rel8nship ryt.......dammit..i dont know how exactly to put all this.......ill write this another time..when my mind isnt fryd..this blog sux..
posted by el conejito loco at 7:29 PM
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aryt pepe...you want advice, here ya go. first of all you're not being selfish. your first thought was right: that you don't want to hurt her. that's actually noble of you to put her feelings in front of yours. 2nd, though she wants this relationship with you, and you may think you're being selfish because you don't want to yet, you're not being selfish. yeah, she may want this but if you really care about her, then you have to realize the chance of you guys not ending up together. its a possibility. so realizing this, you have to understand that chances are, you will hurt her. may be this "fear" is telling you something. you know who i am...no need to mention names
thanx lucybrooks, whoever you are..u the only one i dont know..finally other people are readin this
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