i hate seeing her cry.. i hate hearing her cry.. we live so fuckin far from each other that we hardly get to see each other.. and when a serious problem comes along i'd call her.. first, silence..then i say softly "geri? ...geri...geri please talk to me..." then i have to w8 a while wich sux cuz i always seem to be the one making the phone bill go so high..goin back to the topic.. she starts to talk really softly.then she sobs..w8..i think that was only like one time i think..bt anyway i jus h8 it..hearing the one u love sob like she's dying and you know it's your fault.. you cant stand the guilt of the matter and start tearing yourself..fuckd up aint it?...its all my fault tho..s2pid me..hehe