law of intimacy and commitment:

the amount of intimacy is directly proportional to the amount of commitment within a relationship...

cool...learned that today...me and my friend figured that out..i asked him what's the diff between being in a relationship and jus bein friend..now i know..today was the last day of school..but not the last official day..im goin back monday and tuesday to take a couple tests and practice singing for the graduation..i think..sux that people move on..like move away..i h8 separations..geri told me she might not be going to my school anymore next year...if not, then what the fuck is my reason for goin to school anymore..i was depressed for like half the day cuz of that..she also told me that she might move to the states...before we had this problem about me goin away to the states for college and that we'd fuckin miss each other n stuff...oh w8..that wasnt the problem..she told me she only found out bout me goin to the states for the summer recently and she was crying n stuff about it and she said i was acting like it was nothin..well it means sumn to me hon, though you already know that now..of corse i'll miss you wen i go for the summer..i want u want is for me to show that i care about it by crying then i'll do it..for you.....hehe...anyway..she said she might be goin to the states and the prob now was like it feels like shes the one that duznt seem to care about it...if she's ther and if wer still together wen im done wit collge, im moving to where she is..i cant stand bein away from her..i dont wana be separated by that big a distance..i want her...she says she wants me..i promised her that i'd do everything i can for this relationship to work out..she wants it to last till we get married..and im all for it as well........i ges i jus dont know what i'd do without her...........anyway..about the last day of classes...i was left at school while alot of the rest of the kids wer on a field trip..i ddnt make it to the honor roll kc....this duznt have anything to do with the topic, but if anyone is reading can you tell me how to change the colors anf font in the blog cuz i forgot for some strange reason...anyway.....what was i saying..oya..dnt make it to the honor roll..i wrote a note to myself to do better next year...i think im graduating..yeah i probobly am..uh..shit i wrote alot...uh...duh...bleh...whe....dammit..my brain needs a rest....gbye