sometimes i feel like the worst boyfriend..im always late..always broke..i make her cry...i got her to even hate me once...for some reason though she's still here..i spoze thats wat love is....you stay no matter what..you stay at their birthday party even if no one will talk to you and you'll be ignored and left to swim alone in one corner of the pool...you hunt in your room for spare change to commute your lazy ass over an hour to get where she is....you run as fast as you can to her even if you're athsmatic and are suffucating by the time you reach her...you do anything you them because you love them...i made her w8 again..i made her cry again(i think)...i made her mad at me again...then i made it up to her again..love is a vicious cycle.....vicious and addicting...it feels like heaven and it hurts like hell...and this blog couldnt be anymore pointless..ive bin on the pc too long..bye