havent written a decent blog here in a while..ive bee..uh..confused l8ly...tierd of life..nothing different..itz typicall of me to be tired of life..i dont know where im headed..m knda more worried about were my friends are headed more than wer im headed in life...this blog sux so far..uh..demmit..now what...les see.......i was at conventtion the other week..remember when i started this blog i wrote that i gave my essay writing event to this other guy so he could go to ocnvention?the kid got 4th place...he placed dammit..that shudve been mine..whyd i have to be so nice...ahhgghhh...anyway that's my event nxt year...itz not a total loss...i got 3 1st place medals..7 medals total...blahblah..i felt alone today..i was spozed to go out n watch a movie wit kat but her relatives dont like me...actually she said her tita ddnt allow her and she said her tita and lola wer both criticizing me..they dnt lyk me..they think i lyk kat or sumn..mb cuz m the only guy that hangs wit her at church or whatever...i dont see that as a reason for them not to lyk me..im nice..i think.....thers a girl at school whos bin getn on my nerves l8ly..she judges people before knowin them..sayz stuff to her friends dat aint tru...gets into eveyones business..dumps her friends cuz of one thing she duznt lyk about them..n frikin imature...i wish love..and life werent such backstabbin bitches..i told that to someone..that same someone imagined me in a coffin..weird..
uh..das all..