so im spozd to write about my 1st d8...but im afraid ill ruin the moment...fuck it im already ruin it..ill put a rain check the 1st d8....its always rainng..lalng....ok so thers this new girl at school and i think thers a rumor or sumn that i like her or we have this thing...dammit, girls...shut the fuck up......why do u like spreading shit like this about people?even if they're ur friends..anyway i txtd the new girl.1 text and people have this assumption that i have a thing with her..wtf...then they go and tell my girlfriend who, who is most of the time hesitant to trust me...she seems to trust her other friends more than the person whom she says she'd die for...why would u wana die for someone u cant even trust?.....uh..uhm..w8...oya...so she told geri that i txtd the new girl and geri thought i had this thing wit her..then that was over and i got her to think otherwise.....then last sunday i was alone and was gna be alone for so long so i asked my friend (new girl. she happend to live near where i was at, at the time) to hang wit me...
HANG not DATE. ..am i considered not loyal because i hang out wit my girl friends(friends that are girls)?..im not saying anything against wat u told me geri...im just asking....but its not like i was gona fuck her or anything..and now i cant even say hi to her at school without thinking that geri will h8 me the rest of the day..haay...geri told me i could go out wit girls alone r watever cuz she wanted me to be happy..but im not gona do that if i know shes gona feel and think like that...i dont even really wna tok to my friend anymore til geri changes..w8 wel i do wna tok to her, i jst dont want geri like this.....oya i think i was writing about another girl..the girl who told geri that i txtd the new girl..i think she myt put my relationship in jeapordy..dammit how do u spell it..it knda seems to me that she doesnt know what shes talkng about..cuz wen she was tokn to me bout the new girl, she basically told me to completely ignore her...to completely ignore my friend...then she was like "u just dont get it.if u were a girl you'd understand"..wtf....so wat if i dnt have boobs and a pussy...we're all made pretty much the same way......wats not to understand huh? ..jeez..so if i completely ignore my friends and become a slave without a mind of my own instead of being a boyfriend and ..blah...i need to calm down...im not even sure what they were really talking about....but it was probly about em...when was it never....i mean its always me bein the reasn tht she looks sad or whatever..ok w8...shit.....i have that dual personality thingy that i cnt spell.....dno why i wrote that....girls are so weird...they get mad at u then never tell you why..studpi...how the fuck do they expect you to fix things wit them if they just wana keep everything to themselves....or tell someone else....she doesnt wana tell me her problems anymore.....she used to..she used to ask me for help all the time....dno why not now....wat am i the boyfriend for then?........ahhhggg...someone save me..my brain is coming out onto the blog....i still need it for my homework....somebody pray that ill graduate..haha...bye
