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wow..i actually found time to make a blog entry sorta worth blogging..im listening to this song now and its making the gears in my brain turn like crazy...why is God like he is?...why did he make people different?..why does our life feel so fucked up sometime and we blame God for every "bad" thing that crosses our paths? why didnt he just make everyone perfect? what wouldve been the harm in that?..blah...dammit my nose is clogged...

blablabla...so much for the blog worth blogging...my mind is off in places....never where they should be...sometimes smiling kills..sux....like when she asks me something and i cant talk to her seriously cuz its so fuckn hard for me to keep a straight face around her..so then she thinks im lying..but shes kinda used to it now

i wish..shit what was that i was wishing for? i dont really wish that much of a change in her..i just wish we understood each other more..i think that's the main reason why people break up...misunderstanding..miscommunication..lack of communication...things that can be solved by setting aside a few (maybe more) precious moments just for them for u to get to know each other more...you cant possibly know EVERYTHING about them..ther can always be something new to find out about them..i really wish we understood each other more...alot more...

uhh...so yeah...i gta finish stuff...l8r..ill try to set aside a time wer ill do nothing but blog so it wont seem weird..hehe..