just to make things clear to the people who misunderstand everything i wrote here, im happy with geri. sure things may have seemed easier and shit before when we weren't together, but ther'd have been somethin missing. if i had never asked her to be mine, i wouldve never knew what was incomplete from me. and know that i know what i was missing, i cant let it go. i cant just take it for granted. it'd be a waste of a totally incredible relationship...yeah its incredible, no matter how fucked up my blog makes it seem...so piss of...i hope this explains something..i wanted to write a longer entry but im really tired right now..so, ciao..