ahh...the blog..a place where i can throw up my bottled rage and emotion..almost comparitive to sex without the physical activity...

be mine today
im your's forever
and come what may
we'll have each other

i found that scribbled in the tower at the mall...yeah, my mall has a tower....i was ther last night looking at the grafitti in the tower..it looked like somin theyd put in an emo video..or a green day vid...tz cool...oya on one part of the tower ther was a list for the people hu had sex ther...haha..fucked up.i know..

no matter what a woman does to you, you cant treat her like shit. theres no exceptions on treating a woman..you need to respect them no matter how cruel and unfair they've been or no matter how contrary to your priciples they can be..its just not right to give them less respect than they deserve..uh..my mind is semi fried so i cant exactly put this all out here yet..i will...sumtime...after i sleep or watever

merry valentines day! im not as messed up anymore as in my last entry...i sorta worked things out wit her i guess...well kinda..i dont know what was up with me.its her choice who she wants to hang out wit and i jus gota respect dat.i think i wrote this already..oh and bubbles, in not buddafuck..its not spelled that way...haha..love you.....geri cried this morning..and it wasnt my fault this time. i think it was cuz of padua..geri has this huge fear of bugs.particularly beetles...and butterlfies..yes.i said BUTTERFLIES..so if u wana scare her then you know how.dont try it tho or ima beat the shit outa you......her ex called her up at 2 in the morning on sunday and he was like "babe, i miss you. come back to me" and shit.. then he told her to take her clothes off..fucker..she told me bout it wen i woke up and she gave me his number..i really wanted to beat him up.not only because he was saying shit to my girl, but cuz i really wana hit someone and it'll have been the perfect excuse to do so..haha...well i texted him and started tellin him off and somone answerd and said"dude, you dont know what your talking about. derrick(the ex) is a nice guy. he jus got uber drunk and stoned"..i dont give a fuck if you stoned or not bitch..u mess wit ma girl, you mess wit the devil...the dude was sori and i made him apologize to geri for what he said...i still think it wouldve been more fun to bitch slap him outa his dumbass head...haha...aloha