thers a place called Phuket...r sumn like that..haha..cool...wla lang

hmm...whats bin up wit me..bin a while since i last blogged..uhh..im engaged now..haha...cool..wut else...hm.....i think my girlfriend might be hanging around he best friend too much..she gets to talk to her more than she talks to me..i dont know exactly what im complaining about..but the people talked to about it said like its was sad dat im like this..im the damn boyfriend for crying outloud..why doesnt she just make her best friend her girlfriend?..,she speds more time with her anyway..and talks to her more..and theres like no privacy between me n her..everything that we know, her best friend knows...if you see anything wrong with that tell me....im not sure wether r not i shud be mad at her tho..i mean the best friend is my friend too..shes a little sister to me..but is it really fair that she gets to spend more time with her?..fuck...i need to calm down

its my birthday..yehey..one year closer to death..if i hadnt known that today was the 16th id have forgoten that its been 16 years since i came outa my moms...since i came out of her..wats the point of birthdays..its like jus ther to remind you that you have to act a year more mature or that you have to think more of whats comin ahead...shit why the hell am i being so pesimistshit about this..im too bummed to blog..maybe cuz of all the donuts...bye..happy bday to da bunny

well wat happnd today...ddnt get to hang around wit geri much today...her best friend came back from the states so maybe that was part of the reason..also maybe cuz wer not in the same class..my "big sister" to school today..i got a really small pig from kat today..all the stuff im starting to write is pointless now...hmm..what could i write about..shit...i feel kinda messed up like for no reason..i told raisa i was pissed and she's like "why?" and i said "cuz i feel like being pissed"..she was lonely today and was clingging on to me most of the day cuz hoon isnt there cuz he graduated already..poor her..i love dat girl..haha...so fun to be around..n fun to annoy...geris fun to be around too...n shes friggin cute..like she ddnt know wat viagra was so she said to her brother "kuya, wats viagra?" "huh?..uh..go ask mama" "mama, wats viagra?" "it's for men, dear.....hey!! wer did u get that?! that's bad!! dont ask that again!"..she ddnt bother to ask her dad after dat..she was afraid of wat he myt say or do..haha....i bet she'll kill me for writting that...why am i writting that anyway..dammit im bummed...im gna go do my homework..

happy new year..i entered 2006 single...now im commited....kinda fucked up wen u think about it too hard..i guess it'll be worth it tho...i went to alabang cuz hannah wanted to go to yof but then at the last minute the bitch changed her mind..dammit..so now im stuck in palms wearing a pcst shirt..marvin told me to wear something that represents our school at yof...our school was known as the kick-out school in alabang cuz all the kick-outs ended up there...i remeber the uniforms before..the girl's look like they wrapped tablecloths around their legs and pretended that they were skirts.. and the boys looked like security guards of the blue onion with their blue barongs....the colors ddnt match the school...there was supposed to be one shade of blue..like the blue in the pin..the barongs werein all the shades of blue imaginable..and the girls..where did the red come from?..zat spozd to like represent the blood and tears of the past victims..er...students of pcst? i heard that the 6inch rule was started by gerard and dada..cuz they kept huggng..or maybe anna moncupa was got tryin to get it on with one of the teachers while she was high on sumn..w8..das mean...haha..maybe gerard was jus being yabang agian...probly was..isnt it weird that gerard's "yabangness" sorta passed on to jose when ger graduated?..or maybe we jus ddnt notice jose so much cuz gerard was hogging the spotlight cuz he was so fat..or jose was too busy flirting....hmm..what else to blog about...i was in tagaytay (i pronounce it correctly so fuck off) yesterday for most of the day..i went to leslie's and i swear i saw sam and rae pinto there but then i asked sam and she said she'd bin at school the whole day...maybe she has clones..dat'd be cool..we could clone like all the hot people so ther'd be enough to go 'round..haha:) ..i daydream too much..i stare at my homework for hours and imagine that i have the power to finish is in 2 seconds wit a swish of my hand..then i wonder why i neer get my homework done..isnt it fucked up that people wonder why some things happen the way they do..like not gettn their homework done...but the answer is right in front of them...they keep searching for a different answer to satisfy them..they want something that fi....what am i saying..i need to stop befor i get carried away and not know what the hell im talking about anymore